A 10 mins walk

from home to uni is sufficient to make me think of my future...wtf
ok la not like 10-20 years future but at least in the short-term
i'm in the research office now supposed to be doing my work
but i just feel like i have to list them down
its really more like a wish list lol

1) First Class Honours

As ambitious as it may sound, I'm going for positivity and Law of Attraction (if you haven't heard of that, read The Secret). Many people say law of attraction is bullshit but it really depends on how much you believe in it. When you keep thinking of bad or negative things happening to you, eventually, somehow, one day they'll all come to you. And I'd rather believe in positive things and then these things will come to me. Fair enough. So yeah First Class Honours!! FYI the system is very different in Australia and it is very difficult to get first class honours. Although Second Upper will do for me, i want first class honours!

2) Get my 2nd tattoo

Can't decide to get it in Australia or Malaysia. Its so much cheaper to do it in Malaysia but that depends on how long i can tahan lol. This time I'm gonna have it inked on somewhere hidden, don't want my mum to kill me lol :X

Shit now i forgotten whats my 3rd wish already!!! 

3) Get 2 more pairs of Toms

Actually i just only placed the order for my 2nd pair, which is in Olive colour!! Can't wait. but I'm hoping that by the time I go back Malaysia for good, I'll get two more pairs! (Yes I'm going back to Malaysia for good, don't ask me "omfg what about you and your bf?!" "I pity you so much!" "Ask your dad to pay back your loan" that kind of shit)

4) Work

You know you are approaching adulthood when you start to think of your future, your job. Its still undecided yet, but its definitely time to start thinking bout it.

5) Go Travelling with the bf

Its been so long. I need to go somewhere, with him. Fingers crossed that I'll be able to save enough money just to pay for the flight wtf! Super hate how expensive is it to fly from Australia to everywhere in the world.

Thats all for now!!!!

Do work. Bai.

Not updates

Some minor and insignificant updates:

1. The car at home was stolen last wednesday near the bus terminal in Kuantan. You might say..CAF?? a.k.a a 20 years old car..but it was very useful (for dad to go to work, to fetch many people at one time) and meaningful for us. Now that its gone, not only that its inconvenient for my family to have 1 less car to drive and also we are very sad for losing it T____T Mum has been updating emo statuses on fb and I didn't know how to make her feel better T__T

F*** those criminals! Here's a picture of my car. If any of you from Kuantan have seen this car please contact the police.

2. I'm seeing Jam Hsiao (my favourite after JJ Lin, btw) in 9 days time!!! Still find it hard to believe that I have the chance to attend his concert for the 2nd time. So excited. If there's anything good bout Australia or Sydney its gotta be the fact that celebrities love holding their concerts here. A-mei will be coming too but I can't make it T___T

Anyways back to Jam. I'm sure he won't disappoint! Best thing is my bf will be watching the concert together with me..I'll make sure he falls in love with Jam lolol! Sad thing is that after the concert weekend bf will be heading back to Malaysia for 3 weeks boo :(

3. As I am typing this, I'm just wondering why aren't I doing my honours readings and chose to blog instead? Ok shall end this post abruptly wtf

Hello super thick readings T________T

Love life

I'm loving my life so much right now
Every night I go to bed feeling satisfied with what I've done for the day
Despite the amount of work I have right now,
I continue to dream about what I want to do
Ok not like ambitious stuff like I WANT TO BE SUCCESSFUL WTF
But something like going on a holiday, changing my hairstyle (a drastic one), shopping and so on
Of course I can't do any of them right now cos I have no extra time nor extra money
But just thinking bout them makes me happy
And thats enough

Anyways, deadlines until June:

20/04 - Management accounting essay (25%)
08/05 - Financial accounting critical review (20%)
22/05 - 1 page summary of financial accounting presentation
23/05 - Financial accounting presentation
28/05 - Management accounting presentation (15%)
31/05 - Auditing essay (30%)
04/06 - Financial accounting research proposal (30%)
08/06 - Management accounting final exam (50%)
11/06 - Financial accounting final exam (30%)
14/06 - Auditing final exam (50%)

WISH ME LUCK WTF

心声

读读下 paper, 突然很想很想 blog..
Not exactly sure what I want to say....but I will start..

拿到了 honours, 其实一半是开心，一半是忧心
开心的是我和他又有多一年见面的时间，知道他在这三年里面不可能可以回马来西亚..
所以为了他，我尝试争取读 honours, 在澳洲大学可以读 honours 是一件很难很难的事
可是我做到了。拍手一下。

忧心的是拿到了 honours 以后日子要怎样过？
虽然说 honours 是大学第 4 年而已，应该跟大学前 3 年没什么分别
Bitch please.jpg ,  honours 是完全不同的东西..
这个星期是我开学以来第 7 个星期了
我只能说，我真的开始适应了
从一开始每天打给他诉苦和哭，
到今天很自动地花上 12 个小时或以上来读 journal articles
我需要真的很了解 articles 说什么，不然 professor 在班上点到你就死了
上课时， professor expect 你自动回答问题还有自动明白他在讲什么
话说有些 professor 不懂是不是做 research 做到 siao
一开始讲话就有他讲没有你讲，到头来我还时什么都不明白
开始跟 honours 的朋友们混熟，不多，加上我班上只有 6 个人而已 -__-
Professors 都说，"Your honours mates will be your lifelong friends", 我相信
还有一句: "If you can get through honours, you can get through pretty much everything"
我更加相信，所以一定要坚持到底。

开始适应 honours 的生活，
又要开始烦下半年的 thesis semester
一向没有什么 idea 的我，根本不知道该选怎么样的 research topic
之前做的 presentation 什么都是乱乱做的
可是该做的都要做的， 对什么都 blur blur 的我竟然可以找到 supervisor
而且我觉得他还蛮有料的....
希望我的 research project 可以进行得顺顺利利
最后拿一个 first class honours 回来光宗耀祖一下
First class honours 是非常非常难拿的，可是态度一定要 positive, 才会成功
机会已经有了，看你肯不肯努力而已
况且，没有人说 first class honours 不可能拿到
不要在别人说你不行之前打沉自己的船
Always Look on the Bright side of life!
万一拿不到，那就以微笑带过，至少你知道自己已经尽力

除了学业，工作方面也不错
自从大学第一年开始在那里工作到现在，
虽然表现一直都不错，可是从来没有跳出过自己的框框
现在总算有点突破
有些东西真的是事在人为而已
如果你要做，总会有人肯教你
那到时候获益的将会是你自己
所以时常都要把目光放远一点看

爱情方面
我很庆幸他一直对我不离不弃
几乎全世界的人都羡慕我们那么 sweet
可是我们也有吵架的时候，几乎每一次都是我向他发脾气
我只能说是我太自私，不开心就找人发泄
我很怕有一天他会受不了
所以我告诉自己，一定要改，改，改掉那坏脾气
给他多一点爱，为他付出多一点
加油

朋友方面
我很庆幸我还有几个知心的好朋友
如果你们在看着，你们都应该知道我在讲着你们
人越大，知心朋友就越少
以前的我常常会问：
“为什么？为什么曾经跟我友好的朋友竟然可以在短时间内变成另一个人？”
现在的我只能说，人总会变，是要看怎样变而已
变好或变坏，自己开心就好
我不是你，我管不了那么多
现在的我，只想为了自己而活!
大家都要开心

这个 blog post 真的是讲废话而已 hmmmm
学业工作爱情朋友方面讲完了，最后，身体健康更是最重要 LOL
最近开始十分注意饮食习惯
1. 不吃油腻食物
2. 不吃 frozen food
3. 多吃水果
4. 晚餐不吃多
5. 做运动 （不要问我能跑几个圈，还没有到那个 level wtf)
预祝我，减肥成功！！！！

Ok will end this blog post abruptly now wtf

Always Look on the Bright Side of Life

 Some things in life are bad
They can really make you mad
Other things just make you swear and curse.

When you're chewing on life's gristle
Don't grumble, give a whistle
And this'll help things turn out for the best...

 And...always look on the bright side of life...
 Always look on the light side of life...

 If life seems jolly rotten
There's something you've forgotten
And that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing.
When you're feeling in the dumps
Don't be silly chumps
Just purse your lips and whistle - that's the thing.

 And...always look on the bright side of life...
 Always look on the light side of life...

 For life is quite absurd
And death's the final word
You must always face the curtain with a bow.
Forget about your sin - give the audience a grin
Enjoy it - it's your last chance anyhow.

So always look on the bright side of death
Just before you draw your terminal breath

Life's a piece of shit
When you look at it
Life's a laugh and death's a joke, it's true.
You'll see it's all a show
Keep 'em laughing as you go
Just remember that the last laugh is on you.

And always look on the bright side of life...
Always look on the right side of life... (Come on guys, cheer up!)
Always look on the bright side of life...
Always look on the bright side of life... (Worse things happen at sea, you know.)
Always look on the bright side of life... (I mean - what have you got to lose?)
(You know, you come from nothing - you're going back to nothing. What have you lost? Nothing!)
Always look on the right side of life...

Happy 2012!

Promised myself that I would blog. So here it is :)

I know I'm like 13 days late...but Happy New Year guys!!! Can't believe how time flies...it is 2012 already!!

So don't know where to start blogging but errr ok I will start now.

Had the most awesome-est Christmas and New year celebrations ever. After much consideration, decided to give Sydney Tower Restaurant a try for our christmas eve dinner. And it was rather disappointing.

We booked a table for 2 at 7.30pm and got there by 7pm, yet we did not get a table by the window. Asked the waitress in charge, she rejected our request when there were a few empty tables by the window...mood was half ruined before i even started eating. Call me fussy but it is freaking fine dining buffet and service should be their one of their top priorities. Disappointing.

By the way, this is me wearing my idk 4-5 inches crazy high heels from Aldo. so much love for this heels BUT it was just damn freaking difficult to walk in these heels!! Almost fell for 3 times at Chinatown and I ended up buying a new pair of flats :p

Sunset. Ambience is really nice though.

So-so ok-ok food..

Desserts there are the best imo.

Night view.

Conclusion: will not go back again lol

Christmas in Sydney...loved the feel :)

Decided to go camping at one of the fireworks lookout point, Milsons Pt at 4pm on New Year's Eve. And yes, these people were there like since morning or early afternoon. And literally they camped there with tents and some were in their bikinis -.-

Harbour Bridge was just SO NEAR!

Got a direct view of Sydney Opera House too. AWESOME!

Before I proceed with this post, need to tell u guys this unpleasant incident that I encountered while camping there. I can't believe how people can be so greedy & selfish & even brainless. We were there for freaking 8-10 hours just to reserve a seat for a good view of the fireworks and so many brainless people came at 10/11pm and tried to cut queue. 

We were sitting right there and those people were like 'excuse me, excuse me, my family is just right there' that is plain bullshit. Also, they tried to pass through the crowd who was sitting right there. Did they think that we were some animals or something??? 

Finally I got so pissed and decided not to let anyone putting their legs over my head like an idiot. AND there was this Asian bald jerk who tried to get through. He did not even say sorry or excuse me and he  tried to step over me, I was like 'dude, go the other way'. AND he fucking kicked me away just to get through, WHAT THE FUCK?

Not enough, he kicked me then he shouted 'this is a public place, I WARN YOU' omg he is not human really. Everyone were just looking at us, shame on him. It is such a pity to see the existence of such uncivilised people. 

But anyhow, decided not to let him ruin my mood. And the fireworks were just magnificent!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was clapping hands non stop for that 12 mins. Some pictures:

So pretty isn't it? ^^ 

Thats pretty much it for this post. Really haven't been doing much other than work. And work is not worth mentioning too. again, happy new year guys!!! I hope year 2012 will be a great great year for myself and everyone around me! I know it will be :)

Love more and be loved :)

p/s: flying back to Malaysia tomorrow! So excited! 

Short update

Haven't been doing much recently..yeah I did attend some gatherings and outings but other than that, it was just work work and work. However I haven't been working for 3 days cause I tripped and fell onto the road...like seriously..am I still a 8 year old girl who plays and runs around thats why I tripped?

If you've seen the picture on my fb acc, I injured both my palms and knee. The moment I fell, it was just super WTF FTS FML. The problem is nobody was there to help. I got up to see that both my palm and knee were bleeding. Teared up like immediately but I had to pretend like nothing happened and took a 10 mins bus to meet up with my bf FML.

I need to thank God for having him as my bf. I have to say that he deserves much better yet he never fails to give me all the love that I needed. Also he has taught me a lot in life. Over the past 2 years I've grown to be a better, smarter and more independent person because of him. I love you baby :)

I gotta say this year hasn't been good for me. I'm proud of nothing except the fact that I studied really hard and my exam results for my final two semesters are more than satisfactory. Don't start saying/thinking that I'm a kiasu person yada yada because being a student, I think that it is my responsibility to study hard. If you chose not to study hard then its your problem, not mine. Also I studied so hard because I need to. I won't bother explaining it coz nobody cares.

Nevertheless I'm definitely feeling thankful for how everything that happened has taught me to grow and also allowed me to see other people's true colours. Especially those people whom you've once called them your best friends. Sad to say that I no longer believe that there is such thing as BFF. From now on I will only believe in myself and stand firm on what I think is the right thing to do.

Hmmm, enough of boring stuff. Really not in the mood to blog properly :(

Will be having honours interview and work review on the same day which is tomorrow. Wish me luck!